Mourad Y. Bouajaja

⌘ Journal · August 2026 · by Mourad Youssef Bouajaja

Ghaddara: writing betrayal
at 123 BPM.

غدّارة

Mourad Youssef Bouajaja holding a riq in an imagined night medina wrapped in purple and red smoke
Photograph real · landscape imagined (AI-treated)

"Ghaddara" opens with no drums at all. That was the first decision and the most important one: a mawwal — the old Arabic art of singing your pain freely, unmetered, before the song proper dares to begin. Betrayal doesn't arrive with a beat. It arrives alone, at some terrible hour, and only later does life pick its rhythm back up. So the song does what the feeling does.

قلبي هو اللي اختاااارك
غدّارة يا الغدّارة

My heart is the one that chose you — traitorous one, O traitorous one. That first line is the whole wound: nobody did this to me; I chose. The word غدّارة is stronger than "unfaithful" — it is the feminine of ghadr, treachery, the betrayal of someone who was trusted completely. Raï has sung this word for generations. I just gave it an 808.

Then the earthquake

When the percussion finally enters, it enters like the anger stage of grief: a massive distorted 808 drop I write in my notes as Bass Zelzel — earthquake bass — with the phonk cowbell circling above it. The chorus stakes its claim in plain Darija:

كنتي الدنيا في عينيّا
وضحكتي عليّا

You were the whole world in my eyes — and you laughed at me. The last phrase cuts twice in Darija: ضحكتي عليّا means both "you laughed at me" and "you deceived me." One line, both blades. And then the refusal that closes every chorus, the quietest and hardest line in the song: غيرك أنا ما نبغيafter you, I want no one. Not revenge. Just the door closing.

One craft note for the producers reading: I fought my mastering presets to keep this song's dynamics wide — the whispered mawwal and the earthquake chorus live 6.2 LU apart, and flattening that distance would have flattened the grief. Loudness is cheap; contrast is the emotion.

The song, on paper

This week I did something old-fashioned to this very modern song: I put it on paper. Working with a solo-piano rendition of Ghaddara, we pulled the exact notes and engraved a full seven-page piano score — grand staff, both hands, the swing in the rhythm preserved. Seeing a Raï w-Phonk heartbreak written in the same notation as a Chopin nocturne did something to me I didn't expect. The powerless musics deserve paper too.

So here it is — the full seven-page score, right on this page. Prop your tablet on the piano and play. If you perform it — in a conservatory, a living room, a school in Sfax or a bedroom in Memphis — record it and send it to hello@mybouajaja.com; nothing would honor the song more than hearing it come back in someone else's hands. The score lives here on the site, for personal and educational use at the piano; the song and score remain © MYB Studio LLC.

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— Mourad Youssef Bouajaja, MYB Studio